I can see your delusion from your eyes
And that confusion on your face
That I can walk around existing
In my personal contradiction with myself
The world could end around me
And you'll never see me moving from my place
Sticks and stones and missile launchers
Could never get me down from my shelf
I get dragged around when I'm with you
I get paralyzed when I'm not
I get lost when I'm looking for you
But I'm in apathy when I'm not
If I could just only be with you
And be fully a man when I'm not
I'd be strong and happy when with you
And be just as well when I'm not
You could say I'm only trapped in myself
Just hanging on to someone else
I can't even tell the difference between
The world and me other and self
You might be right but listen
credits
from Mate (1999),
released June 1, 1999
Composed, produced, arranged and performed by Todd Guilmette.
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